been shot down one two time many times, lord, tell me what i've done which sin, which crimes/ the strength i had built up slipped from me again, the hurt but the laughter ringing in my ear then/ it's a relapse, i had the world into ashes in my hands, people don't see me within, they never understand/ my walls are up once more, and trust me, they stand tall, covering the sides, underneath, above, shielding all/